Showing posts with label ascension. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ascension. Show all posts

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Your Infinite Heart Podcast!

Is here!  My husband and I have started a podcast where we will talk about spirituality and ascension and all kinds of interesting stuff.  Join us!  We plan on posting weekly shows and they will be able to be found in the right sidebar here and at my other blog http://www.intotheconfluence.org.  You can also subscribe directly via RSS feed at http://yourinfiniteheart.podhoster.com/rss/3304 
Thanks and feel free to post comments here and send in topics that you would like us to discuss!

Love and Light
Maria

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Nothing Is What It Seems...

Normally, I would watch this interview and rejoice that a priest was speaking these words, words that I have known to be truth for so long.

But, I cannot rejoice.

I can only speak this simple truth, the truth that was shown to me in a repetitive dream
"nothing is what it seems." 

So the primary thought that comes up for me is "beware of the wolf in sheeps clothing."  This is classic and we are going to be seeing more and more of it in the coming days.

Our government and the religions know that we (collectively) are on to them.  They hear the calls of the people in the streets and on the internet and they know that the jig is up.  More and more we will be hearing of these stories that speak the language of the new age, of spirituality rather than religion and of personal power versus sheep-dom.

But just because they start calling McDonalds McHealthy does not make it so.  It's still Mc-, he's still a priest and if the story came from tv (re-posts on youtube are the same) you need to take a huge reality check.

We all desire change.  We want a world where we feel supported, where all people are housed and fed and have their basic needs met, we want our freedom to do and be ourselves and we want safety.

Looking outside of ourselves for this feeds the beast that we are fighting.

They are counting on the reality that most people do not want to do the work themselves, go inward and heal.  They are counting on us looking for a hand out or up as it may come to be and then we will be in a slightly better looking reality but with no significant or real change.  This is because the only real and significant change comes from within.  It comes from us looking within and remembering our innate sovereignty and creating the world from this sacred place.

No one can do this for us.

The personal inward journey is one we walk alone yet at the same time we all walk it together.  Side by side, supporting one another.  Blessings and Light on your personal journey.

Stay Sovereign.


Monday, October 31, 2011

Radical Heresy

The most radical act any one of us can perform is loving ourselves so fiercely that the seed of our sovereignty as Divine Beings is born.  It is from this place that the new world can be created because only here are we free.  This radical state of Beingness literally destroys all other paradigms because it cannot tolerate that which was created from a place of fear, of powerlessness and forgetting.  This one single act is the act that the PTB are terrified of us performing and it is the act that they will fight until the end.  They do not fight this battle with physical means only, it is a battle for your Being and the energy you hold.  It is a battle fought for your mind for it (the mind) is the only part of you that they can control and manipulate.  Unplug from your mind and drop into your heart and their world cannot affect you.  That is living in the NOW, the TAO. 

Love yourself, you amazing droplet of Divinity.  Without your unique expression the Oneness is not whole.

You are precious.  You are beautiful, yes, just as you are right now.

Look into the mirror and say this.  "Right here in this and every NOW, I am the perfect expression of Divinity.  I need no outer authority to justify my Being.  I am a sovereign glorious expression of God/Goddess and I love every single cell of my body and every spark of my Light."

Now, kiss yourself wherever you can reach, repeatedly.

Do not diminish yourself in anyway, it is offensive and demeaning to God/Goddess (read Self).  Individually, we are greater than all the world's governments.  We created them and gave them their power through our fear.  We regain our dominion through loving ourselves.  By loving ourselves we live, feel and think with our hearts and our fragile and fearful 3D egos are supported and guided by the Divine Will of our Highest Selves and we live lives as the Creators we are.

Never doubt this is you. 

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Evolution not Revolution

There is no "them" and the world is not "broken."  Until we feel the Unity within US, bringing all of our wounded parts home into our hearts we will feel the polarity of this world, we will feel separate, broken.  There is no "them" only "US." 

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Awakening in the Matrix

October 20, 2011

This 3-D reality is a game, a construct created through our minds in order to create a reality for our consciousness to experience itself, individuated but in relation to itself. Part of the game is that we forget that, like in a dream, all of the participants are really us. All of them. We are all at different parts of the game which seem to follow Elizabeth Kubler Ross's stages of grief.

First, we are in Denial. We do not know who we are or why we are here. We accept the construct as reality, the only reality and move through our lives on autopilot, sleeping.

Then we begin to awaken and see glimpses of our reality begin to crumble before us.

We get Angry. We protest, we rage, we seek to destroy, not fully realizing that what we rage against is of our own making. We are just waking up.

Then we toggle. Do we really want to be awake? Life wasn't so bad before perhaps we can fix it?

Bargaining. We appeal to those who govern us, those whom we have given our power and ask them to change it, make it better… We will all work together if you do this for us… We seem to gain some momentum then realize that nothing is changed.

The powers that be still control us, our world is still the same.

Depression. We feel hopeless in the face of this task. They won't give us what we want, we are not big enough to physically take it… We give up. What's the point? There's no hope, the control is too big, too strong, too deep, too powerful.

This is the dark night of the soul.

It is often when we feel the most hopeless that we are one breath away from a breakthrough.

Acceptance. We begin to see Light and with the Light we begin to remember who we are and why we are here. We remember that it is just a game that we created in order to have experience.

We realize (see with real eyes) for the first time we are not power-less but infinitely power-full. 
We are Creators.

We begin to see ourselves in others within the construct and recognize Oneness. We are not here to destroy the construct we are here to grow through it, to evolve past the need for it, ascend beyond it.… Then there is peace within us. We detach from the need to fix and change our external environment because we can clearly see that it is a projection of our internal environment.

"So, all I have to do is shift myself? That's my only responsibility?” 

"Yes Dearest Ones, that is your only task. Remember who you are, remember the love and create from there. We have not chosen this experience to see it as broken, WE are not broken so there is nothing to be fixed. Lift the veil, be willing to see, think with your hearts and be Light.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Occupy YourSELF!

October 5, 2011

Note:  This information really pissed off some of my dear friends…read at your own risk ;-)

Change does not happen to us, it arises from within. Until we can fully own our power as creator beings we will be slaves, locked into a victimhood of our own creation.

I was trying to figure out what about the whole "occupy" protests that irked me so much. I get the anger and the outrage, I do. I see the world through clear and open eyes, probably better than many of the protesters, so I get it. I was angry, too when I first woke up to the reality of this world and the anger came in stages. Many of the protesters still do not know the whole truth so there's more awakening and more anger to come. For this first awakening, I am happy. We must strive to guide them to deepen their awareness so they can transcend the fear and anger that feeds the very system they are trying to change.

Yes, fear and anger.

When you are in full-blown rage it is often impossible to see the root of the anger but it is always fear, there is no rage in love.

So… The protesters are railing against the bankers and the bankers laugh. This fuels the rage amping up the intensity. It makes me sad because all of those newly awakened souls are being duped, used and manipulated. Their actions are fueling the system they are decrying and they don't even know it. This is one of the reasons the bankers laugh.

The protesters are looking for change but from whom, what source? If the slave goes to the master and pitches a fit for freedom and whines about injustice… What is the probable outcome? Does the slave get his freedom? No. Because the slave does not own his freedom in his heart, he does not expect it, he does not feel it in his bones, otherwise his external reality would reflect that.

When we expect our external world to change without changing our internal world we are like a toddler whining for a candy bar in the grocery store.

What would be the benefit to the bankers to give the protesters what they demand?  Do the protesters even know what it is they want or what to put in place once they get what they want?  The bankers laugh. They laugh because they know that anger is energy and that they can use that energy for themselves. Bonus. They also know the basic laws of physics that state that all things are made of energy and that these states of energy can be changed and altered with thought… Hmmm… think about it, what do the bankers have and control that the protesters want? Yes.  Money. So they laugh because they're using their gift of awareness to convert all of the protesters anger into more money for themselves. I'd laugh, too if it weren't so damn sad. If the protesters expended 1/8 of their energy in meditation and self reflection they would see the change they want to see in the world. But that's not even the point, really.

This 3-D reality that we are collectively creating and experiencing on earth is a construct. A powerful, self-learning construct that creates its reality based on the beliefs of the participants. We create our own heaven or hell depending on what we think and what we input into the construct which is the mind. We chose to forget who we really are and we can choose to remember. Those of us who do remember must hold sacred space for all those newly awakened so they can see and hold the bigger picture and transcend their anger. We must also remember that they will do this in their own time and in their own way, we can only hold love and light for them and be there for them if they request guidance.

The only thing a person we can change is ourselves so let's focus there.

What do you expect? Look at your life and be honest when you think of government, banks, authority etc.… What do you expect? What do you expect of the world, of your life?  What do you expect? Our expectations fuel the construct, they tell it what to do, what to create. Everything is energy, everything. Our houses, cars, furniture, appliances… How many of those items do you expect to have in your life? Would you rent an apartment without appliances? Would you buy a car without an engine? Would you buy a house without walls? We expect these things in our lives and so it is. But if everything is energy what about money? Money is no different than appliances, walls in your house or an engine in your car. Money is energy plain and simple and what we expect of it is what we get and create. If we hate money or think it is evil what are we saying about ourselves and God and Goddess? We are all made of Source Energy…so--

Money = Ourselves = God and Goddess.

It's all the same! What are your expectations? What do you feel? We measure what something is worth using money… What are you worth? It's all energy. How are you labeling yourself, what are you telling yourself… What is the construct/mind creating? What are your expectations? We are having a 3-D experience. Our ability to master the game is our challenge. Our ego is like the AV guy running the tape recorder in our minds, he hits playback and it runs the construct trying desperately to keep us alive and in the game. Because we don't remember who we are and are disconnected from our Source Self Energy, the ego feels like he has to step in and run the show, let's assist it.

We are all one being…
Construct = polarity = US vs THEM
US =  sleepwalkers/newly awakened
THEM = powers that be (PTB)
US = victims
THEM = powerful victors
US = no worth
THEM =  all the worth
US =  struggle for little
THEM =  ease for everything, no wanting for money or power
US =  no remembrance of self or power
THEM =  full remembrance of self and power

But, we are all ONE BEING so… Where does this leave us?

Within the construct, with no awareness, there is the polarity paradigm. All of the constructs are in play and running the show. We are slaves/victims to the construct that is 3-D. But what about them? The powers that be, yes they have the power and wealth and the control… But do they have peace? Do they have joy? Do they have love? They live in darkness, they may control us via the construct but they are powerless against love and light because that is their Achilles' heel. That is what they long for, wish for and feel completely trapped against receiving. The intensity of the dark is oppressive. We long for wealth and autonomy and power; they long for love and light. Can we hold both? It is all energy, it is all just code in the construct.

At our Source, we hold it all–in our heart of stillness we are it all. We ALL hold the I AM consciousness.  WE ALL DO.

We are conditioned to fear what we don't have and attach to wanting because it is powerless. They feed off our anger and fear because like attracts to like. They fear our light because they want it. The more light we hold though, the more awareness is present = awakening.

We are ALL asleep just in opposite ways.

The Light can hold the love flavors which are compassion, empathy, kindness… Their construct is insidious they use physical abuse and torture to build and maintain their construct.

It's all energy, everything is energy. We are energy, God and Goddess are energy… To hate or dislike any part of life is akin to hating the self/ hating God and Goddess.

Money equals energy.

What are your beliefs?
+
What are your expectations?


= CREATION


October 7, 2011

Want to occupy something? Allow your higher self to occupy your mind then you will experience and create true sovereignty, true freedom. All changes arise from within, no one can give you your freedom if you don't feel it within your heart of being. As long as anyone needs governance, there will be control. Our sovereignty eliminates the need for external governing but we must be willing to rise above our comfort zone, our trance of victimhood. We must be willing to walk into the shadows and claim it as our own, we must have the courage to see THEM as US, because they are. Until we can hold both we are trapped in polarity and will create from there.  But do not feel this is a judgment, there's nothing wrong with being in polarity, our world is a beautiful place. It is an exhilarating ride, and unforgettable experience. Be with it, feel it, embrace it, surrender to it all. That is why we are here.

Then when you hear the voice calling you to remember who you are, heed it. Follow it wherever it takes you then you will find that which you have been searching for, longing for, dreaming of. You will find the exact piece that you need to feel whole–finally.

You will find your self.
Beautiful glorious day.


Expect this to happen and it will be what you create. We create what we expect and what we believe. What do you expect and believe? Be willing to look into all mirrors presented to you, own your whole self. It's time to take back our minds.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

The Divine Gift of Eclipse and Solstice

June 15, 2011, 3 AM

So, here we go…

We've been living for the past 2000 years in the age of Pisces. The lesson of the Piscean Age is "Presence." This can mean many things but it can be best summed up this way. The Piscean Age began with Christ and in His life and death we began this lesson of presence. For this is what he showed us; he was present in the darkest moments, the deepest suffering. Beaten, tortured, and nailed to the cross he was present. Did he hate? Did he judge? Does he condemn? No. He loved, he forgave, he was present in each and every moment, for both the Light and the Darkness.  I am both human and God.
For the 2000 years that have followed we have been learning this lesson of presence. Can we live in bodies that make us feel vulnerable? Can we live in a dangerous world? Can we live with extreme sadness and suffering and loss?
These 2000 years have held much darkness and destruction, both in our world and within ourselves (they are, after all, a reflection of each other).

We are now poised to enter the Age of Aquarius (cue the music) the age of love and unity consciousness. We're meeting on the bridge but have we learned enough to cross? Will the draw drop for us as we wait in the stillness…

The stillness asks "can you hold both?" 

Can you hold both your darkness and your light? Can you be present for destruction as well as creation? Can you hold both? We have been swirling around in this polar 3-D world, dancing between light and dark, good and bad… Always pulling and swirling around like a hurricane, the two opposites dancing yet rarely meeting. Within the hurricane lies the eye of the storm. Within the eye there is stillness, peace and calm. In stillness lies all potential; creation. In stillness, the two poles can come together, meet… Unite. Can you hold both? Can you apply this idea to your life? We all have aspects of ourselves that we love and those that we hold in shadow (the two dancers). What can they learn from one another? How would each benefit from merging with the other?

With the series of eclipses and the Summer Solstice sandwiched in between we are being asked to step into the stillness and hold both.

Eclipses represent a moment of timelessness where we (the earth) block the sun's rays(illumination/Light) from reaching the moon which represents our unconscious(dark/shadow). This creates a moment where we are completely alone with our shadow. All the light is gone; the sun is blocked, for 100 min. we are in eclipse. Can we be present with all of our parts that we have held in shadow? The fear, the suffering, the rage, the destruction.

 This eclipse on June 15 will line up with Galactic Center and will enter totality (fullest eclipse) at 20:12 universal time. Galactic Center is a black hole in the center of our galaxy, it is said to be the sun of our sun. It emits massive levels of infrared energy. This has the potential to open up our subconscious mind asking us to release old patterns and traumas. It also clears our root chakra, releasing the old ways of being, allowing us to regenerate and begin anew. Galactic center has also been called the cradle of Divinity or center of creation where the universe was born, you may think of that as God/ess.

What this means is that we have a series of incredible opportunities here to open, clear and receive. To reconnect and remember who we are and why we are here.  The eclipses offer us the timelessness to still, then the alignment with Galactic center/God/ess is able to ground through us (the rainbow bridge) into Earth, clearing us, connecting us, healing both the earth and us.

Solstices are also profound opportunities to enter the void of stillness where all potential is born. To step into the stillness and realign, to be fully present with all of our parts, to merge our shadow with our light and say:

"Yes.  This is who I am.  I love myself, I forgive myself; I am human and I am God."

To be fully present, holding both. It is then the draw will drop and allow us to cross into unity, the Oneness.

The summer solstice is the time for letting go so that something new can grow. Again, another opportunity to release old habits and patterns and ways of thinking that no longer serve us or the world. The elemental of the Summer Solstice is fire, we let go into the fire to allow the phoenix to rise. We step into the flames and whenever is left, is us.

Can we be fully present with those aspects of ourselves that were discovered during the eclipse(s) and walk with them into the heart of stillness offered by the Summer Solstice, bringing them to the Light, stepping into the void holding them both and allowing them to merge and become one?

This is how we walk into unity.  This is Ascension. This is our moment to embody Christ Consciousness, to look into our darkness, bring it into the Light and love it, all of it.

 I am human, I am God, I hold both.

The Piscean age began with Christ modeling for us the lesson. Now, 2000 years later we have the opportunity to "take the test" to step into the void and be fully present with the totality of ourSelves.

We are the Oneness.  We are Love.  We are God.  


The Healing Vortex

Lunar Eclipse

This lunar eclipse on the 15th asks us what did we start 18 years ago in 1992 that is in need of completion? I began my healing Path in 1992 in therapy and deciding to return to college to study physical therapy. Which then led to massage therapy and energy work and then biodynamic craniosacral therapy. All of it has been a path for healing and re-integrating and re-membering myself. That's what life is all about is it not? And education is a part of life… We are expected in our 3-D society to go to college, pick a major,  get the degree, then get a job doing that. But isn't the real point the process? What we discover about ourselves and our world and our place in this world, isn't that what's important? I mean, if you erase our dysfunctional economic system–or better the dysfunctional management of our economic system, eliminating the need for money and thus "work", what would the point be? For this life and everything we do with it and in it? What would the point be if it was no longer to work to make money so we can buy stuff. What would the point be? Do you even know? We have lost our most primal connection to ourselves and our purpose (the point) in this 3-D game. The veil has been so thick, so heavy for so long but now it is light, translucent you can, if you choose to, see through it. So can you tell me now, what is the point? I am not saying this from a place of hopelessness or judgment were I feel there is no point, not at all. I am saying this so you must answer this question for yourself and only for yourself. No canned answers please "to love” is too vague. "To learn", too vague. Love what, whom? Learn what and for what purpose? What is the point? Remember why you are here, why you chose to play this game.  The time is upon us to reconsider who we are and what we believe and what we believe in. Do our thoughts and beliefs support unity consciousness, the marriage between the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine? Or do they foster fear and separation and struggle? Honestly! This is not a time for lying to ourselves in order to look good. That time has passed. That game is over, done. It is time to take that step. The step through the veil moving from what was toward what is.

With this lunar eclipse lining up with the Galactic center be ready to step into the portal, open the vortex and receive. Prepare yourself, because when the download comes through the Light will illuminate the dark corners that we have kept hidden away. Can you say meltdown? I'm not trying to scare you, simply prepare you for some tumultuous inner landscapes. The Light is coming to clean house, perhaps you'd like to do a little organizing and personal inventory before It arrives… Not so you look better but so you are better prepared to resource yourself when it happens. This is such an amazing opportunity for us, it really is. I mean, I spent how many years in therapy and this cosmic influx could clear it out in a matter of… hours/days/weeks? Well, the therapy was my way of pre-cleaning organization. I can feel it coming. The weight on my heart is thick and trembly.
It's time! It's time! It's time! There is an excitement brewing deep inside, like the most anticipated event ever is drawing near. I've been seeing flashes of light in the sky for the last couple of days, many of them; five or six on Saturday alone.

Tonight, Sofia was lying on top of me in bed before going to sleep, she sat up and said  "it's almost complete  Mommy, all you have left is the blue, indigo and violet and you will have your rainbow heart!” I smiled and asked "what do I need to do?”  " Love, just love with all your heart, all the time just love and only be bossy a little bit.” I laughed.  "So, how is it your heart is a rainbow, you are always bossy.” She rolled her eyes,"Mommy, I have always had a rainbow heart.” I said "and you chose not to forget or lose it?”  "You can never lose it Mommy, once you have your rainbow heart, you can never lose it.”  "Unless you choose to give it away?” I asked.  "No. Not even then.”  "So what happened with Daddy's and mine? Weren't we born with rainbow hearts?”  "No. The faeries decided that you needed to learn how to get your rainbow hearts.”  "Ahh, I see…”

This morning as I was waking up I dreamt I was in the basement cleaning up boxes. Sofia came down and asked if she could do it, too. I jokingly asked her "if I jumped off a cliff would you jump, too?”  "Of course Mommy and I would support both of us.” I woke up in tears. My little Angel Crystal baby.

We must be fully grounded in order to receive this energy otherwise it has the potential to short out our circuits. Waves of energy will course through us from our Higher Selves,  illuminating our path allowing us the opportunity to choose to step fully onto our path or stay in the shadows. We cannot grow up and out without a full reckoning of our "past"-- our foundation-- our "roots." This means looking at and taking responsibility for what we have created both individually and collectively.
Are you grounded and connected into the Divine Feminine so that when the Divine Masculine calls, they can merge within you?

I just saw the floor move like it was made of water…

Do not be afraid of who you are. The moon goes into "totality", the fullest portion of eclipse, at 20:12 UTC. Does anyone else find this time interesting? Everyone is so focused on 2012 the year… Perhaps it was misunderstood, that it was a "time" not a "year" and the moment is now. Something to ponder.

If you read some astrologers this eclipse brings the harbinger of death. It is easy to assume that this means some fulfillment of end time prophecies. But what if the "death" that occurs is to our belief systems and philosophies that no longer work, to the parts of our collective consciousness that no longer work or serve the greater good.

Death to a separatist way of life giving birth to the Phoenix of Unity.

The energy of the Divine Masculine penetrating through us, the rainbow bridge, to the receptive and fertile Mother impregnating the Divine Feminine who then gives birth through our hearts to love and unity, heaven on earth… Joy.

What are you resisting? What are you afraid to look at or see? Who is the person you see in the mirror that you no longer recognize?

The world's not going to end just the world as we know it… As we have always perceived it.

Embrace the shifts that are coming. Open your hearts to the divine energies flowing into you and surrender. We  all stand at the precipice of a great new Dawn. We have only to release what no longer works to prepare fertile ground for this new beginning to take root.
On June 15, Wednesday at 20:12 universal time, do not stand in fear make the choice for love.
Ask yourself:  "What is the point?"  And then remember.