Showing posts with label matrix. Show all posts
Showing posts with label matrix. Show all posts

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Awakening in the Matrix

October 20, 2011

This 3-D reality is a game, a construct created through our minds in order to create a reality for our consciousness to experience itself, individuated but in relation to itself. Part of the game is that we forget that, like in a dream, all of the participants are really us. All of them. We are all at different parts of the game which seem to follow Elizabeth Kubler Ross's stages of grief.

First, we are in Denial. We do not know who we are or why we are here. We accept the construct as reality, the only reality and move through our lives on autopilot, sleeping.

Then we begin to awaken and see glimpses of our reality begin to crumble before us.

We get Angry. We protest, we rage, we seek to destroy, not fully realizing that what we rage against is of our own making. We are just waking up.

Then we toggle. Do we really want to be awake? Life wasn't so bad before perhaps we can fix it?

Bargaining. We appeal to those who govern us, those whom we have given our power and ask them to change it, make it better… We will all work together if you do this for us… We seem to gain some momentum then realize that nothing is changed.

The powers that be still control us, our world is still the same.

Depression. We feel hopeless in the face of this task. They won't give us what we want, we are not big enough to physically take it… We give up. What's the point? There's no hope, the control is too big, too strong, too deep, too powerful.

This is the dark night of the soul.

It is often when we feel the most hopeless that we are one breath away from a breakthrough.

Acceptance. We begin to see Light and with the Light we begin to remember who we are and why we are here. We remember that it is just a game that we created in order to have experience.

We realize (see with real eyes) for the first time we are not power-less but infinitely power-full. 
We are Creators.

We begin to see ourselves in others within the construct and recognize Oneness. We are not here to destroy the construct we are here to grow through it, to evolve past the need for it, ascend beyond it.… Then there is peace within us. We detach from the need to fix and change our external environment because we can clearly see that it is a projection of our internal environment.

"So, all I have to do is shift myself? That's my only responsibility?” 

"Yes Dearest Ones, that is your only task. Remember who you are, remember the love and create from there. We have not chosen this experience to see it as broken, WE are not broken so there is nothing to be fixed. Lift the veil, be willing to see, think with your hearts and be Light.

Friday, July 8, 2011

The Hologram

June 25, 2011
Gay marriage approved by the New York State Senate…
This feels like it should be a shining moment but somehow… I have to ask, why is it that we must ask the permission of our government as to whom we may marry? Marriage is a sacred divine bond between souls. So why have we given its domain over to the government? I know… Because of insurance issues right? Yet another facet of our lives here in this 3-D game where we give our power away. First we are made to feel powerless in the situation then they wait, wait for our victim selves to clamor to be rescued by our benevolent big brother (the government) and Poof! One more area of our personal sovereignty vanishes by our own hand.
We are not powerless beings, we hold a power both collectively and individually that is so vast it is feared. Feared by the powers that seek to control us yes but also by ourselves, this must be truth otherwise why would we so willingly give up our freedoms, our sovereignty to a government that does not have our interests at heart? (NOTE:  7-8-11:  Notice how I succumbed to my victim state here?  Dropping my frequency into anger and powerlessness and polarity.  It's too easy to fall back into the "Us against them" mentality that is purely illusion, don't worry I pull it around.)  Why would we create this government in the first place? Oh yes! To hold our power for us!! That is it! We have created this hologram so we could project our power onto it and only give us little doses of it when we told it to, when we deemed we were ready. What is the cue the hologram responds to, to know we are ready? The love in your auras and the groundedness of your being. When you are able to ground the love and hold it in your field then and only then will you be able to retrieve bits of your power back. Fear will project it back into the hologram again. 
So, it is a feedback system, I get it.  It responds to us, it's creator.  If we are in a fearful state(anger is included in this, as is worry), it steps in to "help" when we are grounded in love, it allows us our space and power.  But we still create it, in every thought, in every action.  If we were to all be existing in pure love and unity, it would evaporate, turn to mist.  How does that feel in your body to imagine that?  Our government and other agencies evaporating?  Does it frighten you?  Make you feel unprotected and vulnerable?  This is an opportunity to heal that.  You needed feel that emotion.  Restoring your personal and spiritual sovereignty must be our priority.  Remember who you are.  Remember who you are.  Remember who you are.  Remember.