Friday, July 8, 2011

The Hologram

June 25, 2011
Gay marriage approved by the New York State Senate…
This feels like it should be a shining moment but somehow… I have to ask, why is it that we must ask the permission of our government as to whom we may marry? Marriage is a sacred divine bond between souls. So why have we given its domain over to the government? I know… Because of insurance issues right? Yet another facet of our lives here in this 3-D game where we give our power away. First we are made to feel powerless in the situation then they wait, wait for our victim selves to clamor to be rescued by our benevolent big brother (the government) and Poof! One more area of our personal sovereignty vanishes by our own hand.
We are not powerless beings, we hold a power both collectively and individually that is so vast it is feared. Feared by the powers that seek to control us yes but also by ourselves, this must be truth otherwise why would we so willingly give up our freedoms, our sovereignty to a government that does not have our interests at heart? (NOTE:  7-8-11:  Notice how I succumbed to my victim state here?  Dropping my frequency into anger and powerlessness and polarity.  It's too easy to fall back into the "Us against them" mentality that is purely illusion, don't worry I pull it around.)  Why would we create this government in the first place? Oh yes! To hold our power for us!! That is it! We have created this hologram so we could project our power onto it and only give us little doses of it when we told it to, when we deemed we were ready. What is the cue the hologram responds to, to know we are ready? The love in your auras and the groundedness of your being. When you are able to ground the love and hold it in your field then and only then will you be able to retrieve bits of your power back. Fear will project it back into the hologram again. 
So, it is a feedback system, I get it.  It responds to us, it's creator.  If we are in a fearful state(anger is included in this, as is worry), it steps in to "help" when we are grounded in love, it allows us our space and power.  But we still create it, in every thought, in every action.  If we were to all be existing in pure love and unity, it would evaporate, turn to mist.  How does that feel in your body to imagine that?  Our government and other agencies evaporating?  Does it frighten you?  Make you feel unprotected and vulnerable?  This is an opportunity to heal that.  You needed feel that emotion.  Restoring your personal and spiritual sovereignty must be our priority.  Remember who you are.  Remember who you are.  Remember who you are.  Remember.

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Lyrics for "I Surrender"

Sorry this took so long!!  Enjoy.  Now is the perfect moment to surrender.
Surrendering our 3-D egos to our Divine will.
Our human egos/will keep us in fear. It is designed to keep us alive so it is always in fight or flight. While this may keep us "alive" it is only in the most basic of ways. How alive do we wish to be? Just surviving with our adrenals on overload, stress hormones pulsing through our bodies, poisoning our blood, darkening our aura. Do you want to live the small one-dimensional life offered by the frail and scared human ego or the huge multidimensional, beautifully textured and magickal life available when we surrender to our Divine will and align with our Lightbodies?

Personally, I surrender.

I surrender my fear and doubt. I surrender my fear that I am not enough, that I am too fat, too smart and too aware.
I surrender the fear of beauty, of anger and pain, I surrender my fear of the darkness and my judge, my disdain.
I surrender the fear of ascension, the fear of All that is, I surrender the fear of loneliness, heartbreak and sin.
I surrender my fear that I don't know enough that my thighs are too thick and my unwillingness to trust.
I surrender my fear that I don't know how to love, can't open to receive or give healing touch.
I surrender my fear of living in Light, of walking alone, of standing in height.
I surrender my fear of my infinite power, of magick and fire and flight. I surrender my fear of the burning of confusion of death and of flight.
I surrender my fear of my beating heart it's fragility, tenderness and power. I surrender my fear of the brain that thinks and of the clock that ticks off each hour.
I surrender my fear of the pain in this life, of torture, murder and rape. I surrender my fear of the deepest love that obliviates separation and space.
I surrender my fear of losing myself, swallowed up by the will of the One. I surrender my fear of feeling the bliss that comes when merged and undone.
I surrender my fear of being wrong, bad or stupid. I surrender my fear of poorly chosen words that sting and bite and taste putrid.
I surrender my fear that this is all there is, that we are alone and have nothing to give.
I surrender my fear of conditioning of programming and control.  I surrender my fear that I am greater than all of the beings foretold.
I surrender my fear that I am the one, that is I,I am counting on. I surrender my fear that I won't follow through that fear has already won.
I surrender my fear of not being believed, of losing respect and not being seen.
I surrender my fear of needing to much of wanting it all and choking the clutch.
I surrender my fear of not being right of thinking too much, of losing my sight.
I surrender my fear that my anger's too strong, my trust is all gone and faith is forlorn.
I surrender my fear of catastrophic events, of dark musty closets and clowns in big tents.
I surrender my fear of sexual bliss, of Divine sacred union and tantric eclipse
I surrender my fear of extraordinary pleasure, of giddy reunion and reckless endeavor.
I surrender my fear of taking the leap, of stepping out first and waking from sleep.
I surrender my fear of not being clever, of saying too much or not saying it better.
I surrender my fear that none of its real, the faeries, the beings, the ET's, the whole deal.
I surrender my fear that the Bible is true, that I'm going to hell and that you're going, too.
I surrender my fear that we're all unprotected and vulnerable and frail and can't be defended.
I surrender my fear that my ego is correct, that I'm crazy, delusional, wacky and highly suspect.
I surrender my fear of fear itself that loves not enough and that the light's been squelched.
I surrender to love as it acts as my compass, guiding me home and giving me purpose. Aligned with Divine will, my destiny's clear, the mission's on schedule and the Light is my mirror.
Words/lyrics written by Maria Falce/guerrillalovefare  All Rights Reserved.  Copyright 2011